they say a 'life of purpose' is something we all should aim for. most of the people do have a 'life of purpose'. i too had one. but sometimes things get too humdrum that it makes ur life so damn frustrated. like i am. at such late hours, i dont have anything else to do but to vent this frustration out by troubling my tired fingers. y am i doing it ? i dont wanna write, but still i am. coz i dont have anything to do, or rather i dont wanna do anything else.how wud u feel if u get up from bed having nothing in mind but to wait for the day to get over ? (probably there r helluva of ppl who feel so!!)but how many goto bed with nothing but wait for the sun to start shining ?and how many feel the both ?i wake up doing nothing, with nothing great to do the entire day.. i spend my wasteful day, go to bed having nothing special to do! and yet again i wake up the next morning, with the same boredom. seems i have lost the zeal to be alive, not because i have complaints against my life.. no not at all.. but may be because i dont have anything to do. and i dont wanna do whatever i have to do. perhaps a common problem wid most of the mankind. and in sucha frame of mind, i think what will i gain if i live another day ? that doesnt mean i dont wanna live, but simply that i feel too lazy to live!
I am bored of writing this crap. Good bye!
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