Monday, May 21, 2012

Oh shit! I am not a kid anymore!

One fine morning I took a bus in this blistering heat. I stepped out of the bus and slowly started to tread along. I ask the nearby commuter and inquire about this place with a weird name. He told me to go straight and walk along. Following his instructions, I reached the destination and I looked at an opulent 15 storied building. I took out my camera and started taking pictures of this imposing edifice. This is when I realize, "Gosh, I've grown up! This is where I am going to work. This is where my future lies. Oh shit! I am not a kid anymore!"
   
I took a bus back home. I looked out of the window and like a stereotypical 'thinking' scene from the Bollywood movies, I got hit by memories of my days at school. I remembered myself as an innocent little boy crying my way to first day of school. I made the peon run and catch me from one end to other as I was too scared. I remembered reciting the story 'King Robert Bruce and the spider' having no idea about what it was. I remember singing "jhanda uuncha rahe humara" during Independence day wearing a dhoti dressed as the quintessential Tamil thambi. Those gimmicks, pranks and hooliganism all the way through school to prove myself as a part of 'cool' crowd.

The flashback took me to junior college where I was this lanky guy with an audacious dressing sense and a hairstyle which would leave even the likes Javed Habib and Shehnaz Hussain frantically search for cover. I reminisced those wild rock gigs which would make the 'adolescent' me feel liberated and anti-social (teen's code!). I remembered, Orkut and its testimonials which everyone used to look forward to. Those innumerable canteen guffaws and nonsensical jargon formed the lions share of my life.

I remembered entering the first day of Under-grad school with a sense of accomplishment of finally getting a chance to have degree by my name without actually getting it! Life started getting  a bit stressful with never ending assignments. Perhaps a trailer to the whole movie of life. But I enjoyed every bit of it. Every single day was an adventure in itself. Life over here had surely taught me tackle the hurdles of life. I got the degree, though half as accomplished as I thought I would be.

I was in a different world altogether. I just realized that each moment of one's life is a shard which completes a perfect mosaic. It depends on whether an individual wants to make it abstract or to just keep it simple. Life has been perfect with all its imperfections till now and I have loved to live with it.

Albert Einstein has perfectly quoted "Education is what remains after one has forgotton what one has learned in school."

I reached home with a concoction of various emotions, some overpowering the other at different instances. But this journey made me realize that, no matter how much I grow; Ill still find solace in that little kid which is still inside me and will be there FOREVER.

1 comment:

  1. Times change, and how. All of us are going through the transition phase..some to graduate school, which wont be as big a transition, some like you, into the corporate world. The details will fade out, but the memories will always remain. Here's a toast to the carefree life!

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